Sorrow

I’m not sure of what I’m writing. I don’t wanna face reality, it’s very sore. When world stops moving, I would be the reason, that’s one. I’m a pair of myself, I don’t need to be paired, and that’s two. Three, I speak divine power mind.

All the previous rubbish aimed to destruct you from my two overlapping main ideas. First, I was sick, and I really argue all the world regard the meaning of sickness (in a later entry when I become sick again). Second, women change the world face.

When you’re sick, it’s your spirit complains your body and/or emotion. The balance inside a healthy human being, always, goes for the favor of positive attitude. I keep standing amazed in front of the word illness. Ill, you see the architecture of the world, it’s very harmonic and organized, yet it’s extremely chaotic. When an illness starts fight a human body, it goes in very tight system, more complicated than human being system. However, a sick body starts from a sick mind. To tell the truth, I wasn’t sick because a rotten or low hygienic food. I was sick of being alone.

Women change the world. To be more specific, Eve initiated the world in the first place. Since then, women have kept controlling the earth. Countless numbers of wars occurred for the sake of a woman, one beautiful, rich, smart, and sometime playful female. I’m in the middle of a war of the same kind. Alas, I have no woman so far. I think I was the leader of the war, and I forgot to take my share of females. Finally, I ended up alone, and accused of uneven shared distribution. It’s a story of two soldiers want the same woman. I’m sorry for them; she has one period every month, not twice. However, women turn dearest friends into deadest enemies. Honestly, I turned to virtual woman to make up my miserable situation. In the end, I found out my situation was getting more miserable.

So here is the first line of my entry, most of my friends got married, and left my alone.

The last line, my parents told me just to point to the girl I want her to be my gorgeous wife. Yet, I stupidly rejected the whole idea.

To be continued…