I’m trapped between the tides of
hope and despair. I plan to pick a water drop, a particular one which
guarantees the eternal happiness and wellbeing. I thought initially that a
human being journey starts from a drop of water, or semen, and extends to rule
the seas and oceans. Apparently the odds of my existence are similar to find
out that exact droplet. I was lost before I’ve arrived, and it’s foolish to
expect that I’m going to be found inside this terminal.
Honestly, the idea which I try to
deliver through this whole article is how difficult the phase I pass through. I
imagine myself like, a pin, a guy surrounded by countless pathways. I can’t
determine my destination. Nevertheless, I have a little clue about how it looks
like. I imagine, again, that I’m a doctor in the middle of the space. I don’t
have any idea where, how, or when. All I have to do is studying, working, and
practicing. Simply, I can’t handle this number of variables. I can’t control my
future. Alas, who can control the future?
Unfortunately, I’m not only bound
to make a decision regarding my career. So, a guy, or a pin implanted in the
middle of the fourth dimension, where I have the option to progress in any
direction. Yet, I can’t go back through the time, because I’m the time. How can
I redo myself? How can I be uncreated, or recreated in other shapes or forms?
If reincarnation is true, I wish to be a rock in my next life. Death itself is
very fortune option, since we need be alive in first place before dying. Time
itself needs space to exist. How correct is the contrary? My odd of existence
is almost one to one and 2685000 zero next to it, simply zero. And my options
how to spend this life is only one and 268500 zero next to it.
I think, I took the wrong turn in
the previous paragraph. Still, I insist moving in the same direction. Humans,
us the current species, weren’t here in 200 thousand years ago. The fact that
we can burn the oxygen, to make energy inside our cells, wasn’t viable idea until
two billions years ago. This ability is very unique considering how toxic
oxygen is. Anyway, Oxygen wasn’t abounded in our atmosphere initially. Still, the
first evidence of life stands almost four billions years ago. Just like what I
mentioned earlier, many extraterrestrial beings may not rely on such gas to
live and flourish. Humans are very fragile, very transient phase, and soon I
believe they would extinct.
I’m sick of masks that people are
wearing. It’s shocking when I observe the poor placing the mask of wealth, also,
for the rich to disguise as a Tyrant. The strength is not inspired from the
finical status, or the mask which covers an individual face. How fragile is
that piece of fakeness and phoniness. To tell the truth, talking about options
and possibilities raises the question of free will. Indeed the first question
to be asked in the middle of all those coincidences and big deal of luck, did
we arrive to earth by our own wish? An individual can’t choose to be born, but
how free is one individual to terminate own life? In the end, what’s the meaning of our lives?
Given that the atoms which build our cells will contribute one way or another
to the major spirit of universe and the minor life along this planet.
How attached are we to the
building unit inside our bodies? The answer may define the soul, the life, and
the free will. There’s a wrong belief about inability to utilize more than ten
percent of our brain capabilities. The amusing about this misconception is to
what extend we can control the atoms inside our cells. How can we control
cells? This way, we may reverse much pathology. How free are we? I have no
clue. Are we just a video game? Gladly, I finish my article again with more
question marks!
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