Full Moon

The Astrologer

When I act weird, just check the sky for a full moon. One of the greatest human mistakes is trying to keep their selves in a constant status. Anyway, a full moon is the span which extends between 2 insanity episodes. I wonder a crazy relationship will or not be tolerated in a full moon? I’m not used to discuss my emotional life here, but it sounds like you, my readers, are my first & last resort for my heart story.

Moon and other spheres have an influence over our body hemostasis. Given the moon controls the whole tidal movement of seas and oceans. Then, it controls the huge amount of water inside our bodies, from 50-80% of our builds. MRI, magnetic resonance imagination, applies its power mainly on the two H atoms in water molecule.  However, I don’t think people will act weirdly after being exposed to such a magnetic field. So, it's a different type of gravity. That implies earthly physics can’t be applied for big spheres. The statistics can’t accurately prove the lunar effect has something to do with increase in deviant behavior or events. Traditionally, surgeons refused to operate in full moon eves, because high risk of death during that phase.

So, how does a relationship last long? I’m not the best one to give advices, because I always screw it up. It just depends on the correct formula of attention. And I give less attention to those who deserve more. In same time, more attention to wrong people drives them away from me. The problem is the care is not controlled by me, but other factors determine it. As we mention other factors, it would be good idea to provide more details. We learn from our mistakes in our previous relationship. That doesn't mean we are not gonna repeat the same mistake again. Nevertheless, is the cost we pay to learn equal to the sacrifice we provide?

Too many injuries to one soul cause scars. Scares end up with fibrosis, shrinking, dysfunction and disfiguring. My souls, 7 souls, had been injured too much, that it had vanished in thin air or it has been stronger? I don’t tend to involve the soul or heart in such issues. All what happens is that psychological aspects of our brain adopt a better mechanism to avoid pain. One perfect way to do so is desensitization. So, our hearts, hearts again popped up here, don’t get broken as they had done in first relationship. We are not dead, per se, but emotionless. What is the different betwreen dead and heartless creature, like stones? Still, why do we feel pain? Regardless the self-image and oneself appreciation, we disclose our bodies to our beloveds. There could be a sacred code for our bodies. Nothing can get inside or outside, unless we approve this.

What is the stable relationship and how to achieve it? Maybe good communication is the underlying secret of every successful relationship. At one point, I can notice couples live in different worlds apart from each other. What value does self-image hold? I could be a wolverine and highly influenced by full moons. So what, am I inferior because of that? Should I blame myself for each failure? What is the different between virgin male and female? These questions just popped up in my head while I read this entry again. Also, don’t rely on any answer I provide, it just shots in the dark. Take home message for me in particular: I should talk less to get a better communication.

I am not funny, I can’t be funny. I think I am over serious. I’m sarcastic at my life, so it’s hard to find it funny while it’s very agony. If you ask me, I can be clown, but always I hide hatred underneath my smiley face.